I'm so impressed that you can write such polished fanfic "drafts!" Wow. It takes me forever and many iterations to have a chapter or story ready to post. I layer when I write.

Makes sense that you wouldn't yet feel a crash or separation from your ofic... you're not done yet! :)

I love getting feedback from betas. It's not always easy, but I appreciate the input. I had a fantastic co-writing experience for my non-fiction book and I suspect that had a lot to do with my current feeling about concrit.